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[17 Nov 2008|02:42pm] |
"I do think it's possible to go through life and never fall in love, or find someone who loves you"- Steven Morrissey
^so i guess I'm not the only one who finds this idea possible.
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[17 Nov 2008|12:28pm] |
Be careful when going down stairs at 2:00 AM in the dark, those last four steps come out of NOWHERE. Cynthia and I spent the early morning hours sitting in the emergency room and I left with a hairline fracture, severe sprain, partially torn ligament & a sweet robot boot.
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Kevin came this weekend. He didn't tell me so it was a suprise visit and I was really happy.
I started reading Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas. It's good so far, but crazy as hell, ha.
I am going to either New Zealand or Australia next July. I hope I get to go to New Zealand because Australia is experiencing a horrific drought and I, as an American, take a lengthy shower. I'll be volunterring there for two weeks so it should be freaking awesome. I wanted to take the extra week adventure tour of Fiji, but I don't think I'll have the money. Why won't I have the money?
Because Angel is talking about studying abroad summer '10. I definitely would like to do that as well even if the credits don't count. She only wants to go for a month and I do too so I am going to talk to her and see if she wants to do it together and get information together. I'd like to study in Germany because we can do excursions to places like Austria and the Czech Republic but who knows because she digs Ireland and England. I just think it'd be awesome to go to school in a foreign country with my favorite bitch =) hahah.
Well there will be updates on all of that as the years progress. I hope everyone is doing well and aren't being crammed too hard with the end of the semester bullshit.
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[17 Nov 2008|02:57am] |
funneh story:
last night i was with liv and add and we were on our way to our friend phils house. i needed to stop for cigs when they realized they left their weed at the house. so i jokingly said "just drop me off at the gas station and go get your weed and come back and get me." then we laughed and joked about it some more and when i got out of the car i was all 'SEE YOU GUYS LATER LOLOLOLZZ" [minus the lawlz part but you get the idea]. i wait in line forever because this black guy couldn't decide what kind of blunt wrap he wanted and i walk out, and they were gone. uh. so i walk around the corner thinking they were just messing with me and they weren't there... so i call live and she says she thought i was serious and we laughed about it and they picked me up a few minutes later.
i was literally olive from little miss sunshine.
anyways.
i've been a bit down lately. as usual, though, right? i was driving to work on saturday and for some reason i just burst into tears. my mind was so scattered that i couldn't gather why i was crying, all i know is that i couldn't stop. maybe it was an anxiety attack? because i haven't had one of those in a looong time. who knows..
i feel alone, like i'm on my own little planet and i'm just observing everyone elses lives. wtf is going on, yo. i never seem to catch a break!
uuuuuuuuuuuugh my life is so boring.
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[17 Nov 2008|04:05am] |
Found a new apartment, kinda stoked on that.
I've been shitty to people and my conscious is starting to catch up with me badly. I've actually been feeling depressed for the past couple days and couldn't figure out why.
I hate feeling this way. I gotta stop being a piece of shit.
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[15 Nov 2008|10:10am] |
For the past couple of weeks I've had the strangest insomnia. Waking up randomly through out the night, and then not being able to go to sleep until the morning. Or staying out really late and being tired, but not being able to sleep until the morning. I watched "Lost Boys" yesterday, so great to see all the 'famous' 80 stars. I guess I'm a vampire.
I'm done with my ceramic house, it is so amazing. I made a house of clay and one window. When you look inside the window there's a huge nature scene made from clay: trees, grass, birds, squirrels, and I put clear christmas lights all around the back so it looks like stars. I'm firing it next week, I'm so excited to glaze it!
I have to go to the fabric store today so I can finally finish my lamp!
& if you live in NYC go to FoodSwings in Brooklyn & have a milkshake for me :) You'll love it, and I'll be jealous...I've been craving one all week!
I finally had a lazy day with Kristin.
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[15 Nov 2008|08:17am] |
moving today.
bloor and dufferin, here i come!
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[15 Nov 2008|01:15am] |
So funny story. I am driving along and all of a sudden my truck comes to a screeching halt all by it's self, horrible noises and crunching. So here I am freaking out calling my mom "mom my car is broken what am I gonna do"... had a asthma attack went to hospital. Then after all that Eric found that I pushed the fucking "rock climbing" button, WTF??? then I felt dumb. the end. Not so funny story
good news, I fulfilled my life's dream of seeing Copeland. Okay I can die now...
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[14 Nov 2008|02:54pm] |
MINUS THE BEAR
...will always be my favorite band to see live. pretty much front and center against the railing. fucking beautiful band with beautiful fucking music. i flirted with the keyboardist all night [tyra would be proud of my "smile wit yo eyes" tricks i was using.] i made him laugh a few times which is fun. he came out after the venue had pretty much cleared and we talked to him for a while. he signed our tickets and then he got swarmed a bit so we let him do his thing.
we were waiting in the lobby because we ran into our friend phil and the keyboardist [named alex rose] came out again and came right up to us and talked again. we told him what bars to go to. he asked me if i was going to be there and i said no, sadly, that i wasn't 21 yet. i told him to take it easy and to look for us when he's in town again because we'll be front and center next time too.
amazing. i also got a guitar pick that's been heavily chewed on thanks to a security guard i was nice too who got it off the stage for me. now i need to find a tour poster and frame these things and put them in it. ah... such a good night.
oh and tams got kicked out for having sex in the bathroom. fuck. yeah. ha!
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[14 Nov 2008|02:33am] |
topics of conversation Tina and I had last night over the phone:
-what we've been up to
-plans for the weekend
-her blaming me over her online shopping obsession
-blaming her for money she has that I don't have to afford online shopping
-asking for each others forgiveness (HAHAHA)
-describing the most epic chocolate pudding mix
-her recent haircut
-convincing her to visit me and the bros next weekend.......so we can chill at the movies
-Christmas presents and plans for the holidays
tina: "evan parson, i'm not buying you chocolate pudding mix for christmas"
^HAHAHAHAHAHAH i tried
-her reminding me to call her tomorrow......which is technically today
-said our "cya's"
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almost exactly a year ago i moved, i got a new tattoo, and a new dog. I've just renewed my lease (lucky for me i have a good paying job in michigan) I'm getting a full sleeve worked on my left arm. and bentley is the light of my life. I work in a new salon (RED in downtown Birmingham!) Come see me! And i have done more traveling. I miss Michelle way too much, and i can't wait to move to Seattle together! This past year has had its ups and downs and a lot of changes many for the better though. I'm looking forward to Iceland and Vegas at the beginning of the year.
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[12 Nov 2008|06:19pm] |
I am getting my key done just like that =D
Copeland tonight!!! I am probably going to sing along and cry like a baby.
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[12 Nov 2008|06:51am] |
She stole a huge bag of candy from Sobeys bulk bins. That many smarties just doesn't sit well with my stomach.
My bedroom is too dry and cold. Its making me get sicker. I also can't sleep, I'm starting to think there's something wrong with me. That or I just need to stop sleeping at the most fucked up times.
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[11 Nov 2008|09:15am] |
my goodness. things are changing with the weather.
i found a great one.
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| Ready for winter. |
[09 Nov 2008|04:22pm] |
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[09 Nov 2008|03:03pm] |
Thats where I sleep. :]
I have more pictures of my apartment but I'll post them later.
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[08 Nov 2008|05:29pm] |
Life is being the biggest roller coaster to me right now, and not in a good way. For a couple of weeks I wanted isolation, but now I want to be out and busy busy busy.
Every first friday Allie and I go to Nemos art show, mainly in support of our boyfriend, Todd. This first friday Kristina met up with us!! Afterwards, we all went to the Alto lounge for drinks and talk. Tonight is Art night at Courtneys, I'm excited...going to see people I haven't seen in literally years! Kristina and I are getting dinner beforehand, I hope I can talk her into going to the Hungry Tiger...I want a vegan club sandwhich and tots. Haha. Oh yeah, Allie posted a photo on her myspace of us from last night. I literally look 200 pounds, I'm horrified. I know I'm not 200 pounds or no where near...but how does this happen? I'm going to start going to the gym, I just need shoes first.
Allie and I got friendship necklaces a few months ago.
(yes I have crazy dimples)
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[08 Nov 2008|11:47am] |
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| friends update, please comment!!!!! |
[08 Nov 2008|12:55pm] |
sorry for all the posts today...
I AM CLEANING OUT MY FRIENDS LIST FOR SURE TODAY...
i was just looking, i have almost 500 friends on LJ here.. & a lot of them are from 2003 when i started this livejournal.. 500 random people reading my livejournal is kinda weird.. specially when i post some private entries & photos..
so this is what i'm going to do..
- go through ALL the friends, if i recognize a username (someone's journal i actually read or i know them) i'll keep them on the friends list. if not, you're deleted!
now, i know i'm going to end up deleting some friends that i don't mean to delete, so PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE take notice this this post & leave a comment if you want to stay on.. thanks again<3
have a nice day! =D
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[08 Nov 2008|09:23am] |
man, i had an awesome Friday:
-got into an argument with my co-worker because I wouldn't let him take my extra shift on Sunday. Thankfully, no fists were swinging. I ended up walking away from the situation with my Sunday shift still intact.
-it gets annoying really fast when you work with dudes who constantly keep thinking they're right. With an attitude like that I wonder why they haven't worked their way up in the "food chain".
-Yesterday during my last half of my shift I bumped into my ex.......which of course was awkward. It's weird seeing how we are now....I kept thinking that moment in Before Sunrise when Ethan explained how little you think of them before you end up breaking up with them. And that's how I felt when I saw her....I didn't miss her....I didn't feel compelled to know what she's been up to. All I wanted to do was finish my shift and get the fuck out. Thinking about it now......if I didn't have the argument that day, maybe it would have been different.....or maybe not.
-when I'm in a "i wasted my life on this shit!?" mood. I go to the one of the few places I know I can count on......McDonalds....hahahahah I never appreciated how awesome a quarter pounder is until yesterday.
-i got home....picked up my gramps to drive him over to his drug dealer for a refill (aka pharmacist)hahaha and then went to the vet to pick up my newly groomed Creeper. I can tell he really enjoyed being touched by so many women.
-got home...checked my inbox.....got one from my ex-roommate and realized that I would have to look into a getting a third grader to translate his poor attempt at an email.
-Mike came over with his tv box sets and a few hours later I realized that Ricky Gervais is the secret ingredient to good tv. The Office (uk)beats the Office (us) and Extras....uh-mazing
check him out: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RZp6cR4bxbY
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[07 Nov 2008|04:37pm] |
Downtown adventures last night. Surprisingly enough hotel staff don't mind that much when you rearrange the lobby furnature to create a bed and sleep on at 3am. So brutally tired by the time I got home.
It was fun hanging out with her, she's definitely a gamer.
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[06 Nov 2008|08:43pm] |
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I wish I could do so much more than this... I need more freedom in my days to get done the things that drive me.
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[06 Nov 2008|11:40am] |
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I think I must be Dr. Gregory House incarnate; only female, and not a doctor. I've been in the rudest mood of my life the past month.
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[05 Nov 2008|09:30pm] |
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"have a good night Mrs. Craft"
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[05 Nov 2008|08:25pm] |
its so funny to me that the sluttiest girl that i know (very well, actually) tries to flip the script and make it look the other way around. kind of ironic, huh? have fun having no friends, bitch. i regret being there for you for the past 8 years.
anyway, yesterday will go down in history...and it felt pretty tight knowing i had something to do with it.
nothing else to say! have a good day!
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[05 Nov 2008|05:44pm] |
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I believe in a better life in this country now. I never thought we would have the chance to get out of this horrible rut we have been in for far to long. I am so proud of our country, and actually proud to say "I am an American".
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| A chapter in your life entitled "change" |
[05 Nov 2008|04:02pm] |
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Okay so Obama obviously won last night too be our president and leader. So now i see tons of respect and excitement for him, but i also see a lot of hate and discouragement. And everyone saying, "oh he only won because he is black and people did not want to look racist". Well let me assure you, YOU sound 100% more racist letting that escape your precious little mouth, than "voting for him just because he is black"..which is false. People voted for him because it's their very own RIGHT. We just made HISTORY, we just broke a racist line, we just made a new hero for so many people, we just proved that our voices were heard for once, we just made a REAL person's dream come true. He had no help from a famous politician dad or grandpa or uncle. He did not do this too make his family proud, he did this too save America from the shitty stage were in right now. And for those of you whining about the taxes, he wants to lower taxes on those earning less than $100,000, anyone making more money than that CAN pay more, they can help out other people. So more than likely your family will be being HELPED OUT. he wants to bring our troops home, he wants to work toward energy independence, he wants to lower corporate influence in Washington politics. Well let me assure you, YOU will be proven wrong in a few months, you will feel stupid for not voting for him, and you will thank your "god" every night before you go to sleep, that we have such a great leader. But for some of you, you will cry and bitch and moan and be so unhappy about this whole situation and the rest of us will say "damn that was us last year" Now you know how it feels huh? We suffered 8 miserable years with a spoiled rich mass murder homophobic racist cocaine addict alcoholic robot. Let me ask you...what did Bush do for us? Honestly? What did he do? He put us in 10 trillion dollars debt, he killed our family, he did not help out hurricane Katrina victims, He sure as hell didn't do us any good? Nothing at ALL in my own eyes. Maybe you feel differently? Who knows. I am truly sorry that I don't want to go to war again and kill our dads, brothers, uncles, cousins, brother in laws, husbands. I am sorry I did not agree with McCain, that makes me a dumb fucking asshole right? Because I care about people, like YOU should. Either you have never known someone who has died or you have never been through anything in your life, or you just listen too your rich mommy and daddy, OR your just a really arrogant human being. And the fact that Prop 8 PASSED? Makes me sick too my stomach, because it says in the bible being gay is a sin? First of all, the bible was written by the government too tell you how to live your life. They don't want you too have rights they want you too follow the damn rules and be the same as every person that walks by you. But yet we all still worship it and preach it and believe it, like its real. Did you know that the government is watching you at all times? Like you are literally being watched all the time, there are cameras in the sky that spy on people, did you know that the media won't tell you this but the only reason we go to war is too make money for rich people, too make them even more rich and more of an imperialist, did you know that too work at dominos you have to take two different kinds of drug tests but too work for the us government you don't have too take one OR do a back ground check of your past? Did you know that everything you say online is being traced and read, and things you text you're friends are not private like you think, they dumb us down and take away rights that we are supposed to have as Americans, did you know that we have 12 million illegal aliens because our government can't defend our own borders? I bet you did not. And all they do is kiss republican ass, because that's all they know, and that's how they are brainwashed. I am disappointed and proud of Americans at the same time. I want to believe in peace but I think we our far from that, we use peace as a fad and a trend, we don't even know the true meaning. We just think it seems cool. I could talk about this for hours, but everyone's beliefs and thoughts are totally different, so I won't waste any more time. Just be more happy for yourself, and know your living In history as of right now. And our very own children will one day learn about all of this in history class. Tell me your opinions whether they be the same or opposite. I would like to know. I will have an open mind too either.
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[05 Nov 2008|03:11pm] |
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[05 Nov 2008|11:42am] |
that one night you were here, in august..
was one of my favorites.
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[05 Nov 2008|07:53am] |
CNN called it at 8 p.m., and my dad popped the champagne and my mom teared up and they showed Grant Park explode into noise and cheering and crying and I just lost it. What a beautiful part of history.
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[05 Nov 2008|01:51am] |
YES. WE. CAN.
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i'm going home soon! time always flies when i come up here. can't believe i've been here for almost a month already. jeeze. i'm sad but totally relieved to be going home sort of. i'm starting to miss my friends and family, not to mention i have a million things to take care of as soon as i get back. o.0 going to be super busy the first week or two that i'm home. exciting to be honest, definitely looking forward to choosing my classes for school in january. :D
i also can't wait for thanksgiving! i am dying for some delicious authentic mexican food. i'm going to eat tons of tamales and chiles rellenos as soon as i get back. :O thanksgiving at my houseconsists of pretty much your average giant oven roasted turkey, stuffing, mashed potatoes, gravy, cranberry sauce, biscuits, honey glazed ham, etc. however, we definitely throw in some candied yams, homemade tamales and mexican fruit punch to spice things up a bit. it's amazzzzzzing. so glad i'm going to be home for thanksgiving! double turkey day for me this year, woot. :)
collector's edition of wotlk in t-minus 9 days. OH YEAH. i'm excited. :D :D
recent pictures:
mr. leor and i on his 28th birthday (he's a good friend of my beardy). garrett, his brother jason and i all went to a magic show for leor's birthday not too long ago. the magic show was sooo cheesy. o.0 leor is odd. the pub we went to afterward was cool though, it's this place out in the city called the pour house. good food for a pub. :D
dee! finally got to see her again the other night at this halloween party
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